MY SOUL IS A GHOST

feeling the weight of hollow
and it wont let me go
when i think i hit the bottom
i find out whats below
i cant hold on to resolutions
failing to keep solutions
in the dark that feeds the fear
im not even here

 

unappreciated
rejected and hated
undesired and ugly
god doesnt love me

 

not surprised im so repulsive
from every scab im itching
repeating mistake after mistake
memories i keep reliving
my heart has been ripped open
starting to think im broken
infinate sadness and despair
like you f*****g care

 

unappreciated
rejected and hated
undesired and ugly
god doesnt love me

 

by c catuara