ANGST GONE BITTER (Part 1)

i breath
i choke
dont pray for me my halo broke
i loath
i sleep
the pain is all mine to keep
i seek
destruction
without it i cant function

 

ive never understood before
didnt see this way before
i dont believe in god anymore

 

i burn
i blister
i hear the devil whisper clearer
i puncture
i bleed
my scars are lessons i need
i die
i decay
right before your eyes i fade away

 

ive never seen this way before
never understood before
i dont believe in god anymore

 

close your eyes and count to ten
in three days i rise again

 

by c catuara