Fake

I can fake a smile and pretend everything is perfectly fine
So nobody can see how much i'm in pain
I feel like nobody has to know
If i tell someone i swear i would fall apart
Everybody things im fine and stable but
When i go home i cry myself to sleep and lock myself in my room
Nobody held me in my weaks moments and i know nobody will
Im to unstable and insecure
When i get drunk i know nobody will take me home
So i act like a nice perfect girl to some people
Only so little people know my side
My dark lonely sad and my fake happy perfect side
I will fake a smile till i find someone who is down for me

Author's Note

I've been depress lately and nobody knows