2 a.m

Its not fair
you're not here
But I want you to be.
I need your presence
physically and mentally.
You're bad for me
Hazardous;
your fumes they consume me
Make me dizzy, nauseous
I'm stumbling, falling
right back where I shouldn't be.
We're not together for a reason
why can't I just let it be.
Soul ties, cold nights
I shiver from your absent hands,
every time we touched
I gave into your every command.
Why do I crave you so bad?
A dangerous drug I can't withstand.
When you looked at me
your eyes pierced through mine.

Mind gets lost

Body goes numb

Soul tied up

Once again I let you have your way with me...

Its not fair 
having an addiction
to someone who no longer cares for your existence.