Okay

Poem about my first dance with love

Okay

That's all i used to say as you sat there screaming at me

For the nothingness i did

I used to tell jokes

I used to laugh till i cried

But then you came along and shifted what i once was

Of course i cannot put the blame all on you

Parts were my fault

I chose to not listen to the ones i loved about you

They said you're not the same as you once were

You don't seem happy

They used to shout can't you see he is controlling you

You are not the you i once loved

I never saw that though

I was strung up on love

Was it even love though

I started doing things i never did

Saying things i never said

Acting in ways i am ashamed of who i was when i was with you

You managed to sneak into my life when i was most fragile

You changed my opinions

Morphed me into something

I wasn't aware of who i was becoming until it was too late

Then you were done with me

Threw me out life a stray cat

You didn't care

You never cared

What was so wrong with me

Why did you want to change me

Why couldn't you love me

I still want to know how you are doing

If you have someone new in your life

If she is better than me

I want to compare every inch of her to me

Ask her questions about you

Ask if you are happy

But why do i need to know if you're happy

Why do i care so much

For someone who always treated me like trash

But i never saw that part of you the evil part

Till just recently

We haven't seen each other for 8 months now

And i am terrified if you ever came back into my life i would come crawling back into your arms

And you would gleam back at me and say i love you but never mean it

And i would say

okay …   

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[BlackPrince]

It's a sincere outpouring of emotions. Love will save the day. Don't you worry.

WELL DONE