Used and Left

... this is a story of my 6 month relationship that i thought would last ... but really ended up being a lie

You used me. 

You lied to me and told me you loved me and would never forget.

You said you would always be there to protect me and care for me when i needed you the most.

You lied the entire time.

You got what you wanted from me and left me for someone else. 

Everything you said was just to get what you wanted.

Now that you have it are you proud? 

Did you feel powerful when you broke my heart?

Did you ?? 

I hate that i trusted you and now you have made me someone i don't wish to be.

Depressed 

Angry

Alone when i'm surrounded by friends

I built you up when you thought you wheren't good enough for anything.

I was there for you when you needed me 

But now ..

I'm scared to trust anyone again

I'm scared to tell someone how i feel 

I'm scared of getting used again.

But did you know ...

that is still love you ... LIKE WHAT THE HELL!!! I love a person that Cheated on me, lied to me, and broke my heart. I thought you where different and that you truly cared about me. You had everyone fooled your family and closest friends. 

I hope you are happy with the life you lead. 

Because i'm working on starting over and rebuilding 

You have made me a whole new me. 

Author's Note

Look ... i wrote this for my Ex. who hurt me more than anyone ever knew ... he has a new relationship and i feel like if she read this she would understand how it feels to be in a relationship with this person.