Who it was he wrote
To you don’t know, the
Name
means nothing. But
It’s his scrawled signature
At the end, the
spidery black
Ink gives him away. And he’s
Put love from at
the bottom
Of the page, followed by
Written kisses. That gets to
You, the way he’s done that,
Put those crosses for kisses,
Almost
like birds in flight.
You hold the letter in your
Hand. He’d
stuffed it in a
Drawer of his desk. A copy
Of the real thing
maybe of
The one he’s already posted
Or given. And poked in the
Pages of his diary her letter
To him. Blue ink. She writes
Small
and neat and curls the
Last letter of her words. You
Imagine
her writing it; her tiny
Hand moving over the page;
Her perfume
seeping into the
Paper, her eyes following her
Words. You
imagine her kissing
Him, putting her tongue down
His throat,
putting her arms
Around him. You screw up the
Letter into a
small ball and throw
It into the bin, but then change
Your mind
and take it out and
Flatten it out and wipe out the
Creases the
best you can. You
Wonder what they do when
They meet. You
can picture them
Kissing, embracing, him fondling
Her, touching
her arse, moving
His hand up and down her thigh.
You lay the
letter out flat. Look
At her words; black, neat and deadly
Like
preying birds. You poke the
Letters back and close the drawer.
He’ll
say nothing about them if he
Finds them moved; he’ll pretend,
Be
kind, be nice, put on his smile,
But thinking of her, loving her in
His heart and mind all the while.