Her mother
looks at me
there at the
door of her
cottage. Is
Judith still
allowed out?
I ask her.
She's upstairs
washing her
hair, she says.
Can I wait?
Wait for what?
For Judith
to go out,
I answer.
I suppose,
come in then,
she tells me.
I go in;
she closes the
front door
and shows me
where to sit
in the lounge.
Just wait here,
she utters.
She goes off
leaving me
all alone.
I'd been here
once before
for Judith's
14th birth-
day party
a whole month
after mine,
and we played
with others
(mostly kids)
hide and seek,
and we hid
in the tall-
boy in her
small bedroom,
kissing there
out of sight,
hearing voices
calling out.
Judith comes
down the stairs
her head wrapped
in a towel,
her mother
following her
just behind.
Judith smiles,
her eyes bright
like those stars
shining out
in dark nights