LYDIA'S MORNING 1958A Poem by Terry CollettA GIRL IN LONDON IN 1958 AND HER SISTER AND THOUGHTS OF A BOY AND HER MOTHER.You wake up, and your big sister, Gloria, lies beside you in the bed; (her Spiv boyfriend and she have a had a row, and he no longer sleeps in the bed with her.) Most of the night she snored, and now and then passed wind, or called out the boyfriend's name; but you, Lydia, drifted in and out of sleep like driftwood on the seashore. You wonder what day it is, and scratch your head, and look at your sister's back at the pink bra thing she wears, which you can see through her thin nightie. Saturday, yes, Saturday because your father came home last night, at some god knows what awful hour, drunk, and singing in the passage some Irish song to your mother, and she was guiding him to the bedroom, and he was singing quite loudly, which woke you up, then it went silent again. You sit up in bed and look around the room; your sister's clothes are cast over the chair to her left, a pair of underwear hangs abandoned on the bedpost at the foot of the bed. You climb out of the bed and let your feet dangle over the side, your small nine year old toes wiggle. Then you get up and walk through the sitting room, walk past the sideboard, and into the passage then along to the toilet, where you disrobe and unload. You think of Benny, who said he was going to the cinema and did you want to go with him; he asked yesterday on the way home from school. See what Mum says, you said to him, see if she has money to spare. No matter about her, Benny said, I've money enough for us both; only going to be a shilling if that, he said. You sit and sigh, and look at the white wall. Maybe, you think, Mum will let me go, after all. © 2016 Terry Collett |
StatsAuthorTerry CollettUnited KingdomAboutTerry Collett has been writing since 1971 and published on and off since 1972. He has written poems, plays, and short stories. He is married with eight children and eight grandchildren. on January 27t.. more..Writing
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