We'd been for a bike ride
along country lanes
and lay for a while
in some field
looking at the sky
and clouds
and making out
what cloud formations
we could see
that's a dog begging
Milka said
pointing skyward
I looked at her finger
pointing up
the hand small
the finger fragile
could be I guess
I said
that one looks
like Punch
of the Punch and Judy puppets
she said
I let her go on
with her suggestions
agreeing or not
as the case was
it was being close to her
in the open air
that got to me
her arm near me
her body
a mere few inches away
the short green skirt
the white blouse
the impression
of her bra
indicated there
perfume reaching me
as she moved
(her mother's
most probably)
birds flew overhead
as we watched the clouds
we lay out bikes
against the fence
of her father's farmhouse
and stood looking
at each other
it was a good ride
she said
I liked how we lay
in the field and cloud watched
yes it was good
I said
thank you Benny
she said
where are your brothers?
gone out I suppose
she said
did you want them?
they said we might
go see a film
I said
what film is that?
an Elvis film
she nodded
you could always take me
she said
her head leaning
to one side
her eyes gazing at me
would your mother
let you go?
Milka looked uncertain
I could ask
she said
another time maybe
I said
the last time
I had taken Milka
her mother had let her go
on the understanding
that she be grounded
for a week afterwards
(she had done something wrong
and her mother
only let her go with me
out of consideration
for me not Milka)
OK she said
she went quiet
looked at the farmhouse
best go in then
I said I wouldn't be long
she said
kissing my cheek
she walked off
towards the farmhouse
her cute butt swaying
I sighed knowing
I’d not see her
for another week.