Nima holds
the piss in
her bladder
another
occupies
the toilet
she can hear
the woman
undressing
seemingly
hear talking
explosions
of farting
muttering
Nima stands
with hands
held in place
between thighs
hey in there
what the f**k
you doing
laying eggs?
Nima says
go away
a voice says
go elsewhere
I’m busy
Nima sighs
where to go?
her bladder
is ready
to explode
she rushes
through the ward
passed nurses
out through doors
to the next
lavatory
and pushes
it open
and shuts it
and locks it
undresses
and sits down
and lets go
she thinks of
Benedict
and that time
that they fucked
in some cheap
boarding house
in London
another
deep release
not of piss
but of sex
held in place
by a kiss.