The Rozzer stopped me
on the bomb site
off Meadow Road
you been smoking?
he asked
I put on my surprised
what me Governor? face
no Officer
he stared at me
his large eyes
searching me
let me see your hands
I showed him
my 9 year old hands
ink stained
and unwashed
since breakfast
do you know
what happens to fingers
of people who smoke?
I shook my head
they go brown
he said
brown as shite
do they?
I said
I knew they did
because my old man's
were slightly
two fingers
of one hand
he pursed his lips
to say more
but he didn't
he peered at me
looking for clues
of smoking
if I catch you smoking
I’ll take you home
to your parents
and that'll be it
my boy
get it?
I nodded
yes Officer
I stood looking
by him
at the bombed out houses
behind
the pub
on the corner
where do you live?
I tell him the address
of a neighbour's house
the old boy's deaf
as a post
so won't grass
well mind yourself
and the Rozzer went
hands behind his back
walking across
the bomb site
I look behind me
for the self rolled cigarette
I tossed behind me
when I saw him approaching
minutes before
I looked to see
how far the Rozzer
had gone
he went off Meadow Row
and out of sight
I found the cigarette
smouldering weakly
behind a broken brick
I picked it up
and dusted off
grit and dust
and puffed it
back to health
I held the cigarette
between arched fingers
as I’d seen gangsters do
in black and white films
then looked over
the bomb site again
sensing the start of rain.