If You Really New Me;

This is just a little taste of how my first story will be like.

If you really knew me ; you'd know that I dont get along with everyone in my family .

 

If you really knew me ; you'd know that my dad walked out on me

 

If you really knew me ; you'd know that i need answers .

 

If you really knew me ; you'd know im not PERFECT .

 

If you really knew me ; you'd know that I judge people before I meet them .

 

If you really knew me ; you'd know that I dont love everyone, because when I do they end up leaving me .

 

If you really knew me ; you'd know that I thought about killing myself .

 

If you really knew me ; you'd know that I was gonna run away a point in my life .

 

If you really knew me ; you'd know that I need someone that I can trust & hold me when im down and forever </3

 

If you really knew me ; you'd know that I Love my brother Luis Jesus SOOO MUCH , he's the other half of my heart <3 '

 

If you really knew me ; you'd know that I put a knife to my neck .

 

If you really knew me ; you'd know that its hard for me to care about someone else, because it feels like im on my own .

 

If you really knew me ; you'd know that I honestly dont take people seriously .

 

If you really knew me ; You'd know that my family has so many problems & nobody ever gets along :/

 

If you really knew me : you'd know that I wish me & my family could get along & stop puttin on a show in public .

 

If you really knew me : you'd know that I dont care about your opinions .

 

If you really knew me ; you'd know that I dont like crying in front of people .

 

If you really knew me ; you'd know that I feel as I dont fit in , in this world .

 

If you really knew me ; you'd know that when Luis Jesus's not here I dont talk to anyone in the house as much , I stay in my room .

 

If you really knew me ; you'd know that im scared of the shots .

 

If you really knew me ; you'd know that i've had a HARD past time & I can never get over it :/

 

If you really knew me  : you'd know that I could have died, but GOD was on my side <333  

 

If you really knew me ; I wouldnt have to type this & tell you about myself . You would already know .

Author's Note

My Lifee ♥