Still All Alone

A poem

Shaky dreams have kept me alive inside 
Moments make for history, so then I lied 
Remember you asked me if I actually cared 
Honesty was betrayal; its now gone, so beware 

When the truth is a big lie from the start 
How am I to know you're not just being smart 
We faked feelings of love for a definite reason 
In preparation for a totally different season 

We fought over silly nothings blown way out of proportion 
There was no good guy in the pattern of our distortion 
I stubbornly hallucinated your suggested perfection 
But when you turned on me, it was you with the rejection 

I knew we'd never wind up together in the very end 
You know as well as I we wouldn't ever mend 
What is morosely damaged, set forever in stone 
You're now nothing but a memory, still all alone 

Author's Note

This poem was written 10 years ago, so if it's awful, that's why.