Angst

SO glad this is settled now :-D

This inevitable tug-of-war

Yes? No?

Too cryptic for anyone but myself

 

Typical me

Getting my hopes up

Then afraid it'll all come crashing down

Bottling myself in

Yet longing to break free

 

So much the same

But one factor changes everything

Out of my control...

Completely?

Chalk one up to optimism

(Pride?)

For allowing me to think otherwise

 

Wondering if you know

If you care

Blaming myself for things I haven't done

Being just plain stupid

Hoping Fate is on my side this time