Insanity's Fall

Older poem, what happens when you lose the one you hold closest to you, the source of your own stability.

Slowly shadows fall around my eye’s
Watching you run as my light takes flight,
Dark Insanity begin to take my mind,
While Slowly I lose all I know inside.

The disillusion of my mind falling,
Into the abyss I go never calling,
Calling to you from the darkness I live,
My mind gone forever no heart to give.

Sleep brings no release for dreams,
My soul darkened as you left the scene,
Blaming you for the madness I hold,
You left my world in eternal cold.

Now I live on empty inside,
In a crimson pool I begin to cry,
You left me in this world to die,
So this whole world is a deceivers lie.

Was anything real? …… Did I really matter in your eye’s?