Forgotten Drunk

This was my Attempt at a kind of prequel poem to memoria, I was originally planning to make a trilogy of poems involving a land where all memories & dreams exsist.

Here I am, lost with in.
Trapped by memories, Nightmares that now begin.
Im always lost wherever I go, even in the light im the one who falls.
No friends to help me, trapped within inner walls.
No angels to guide me, from this accursed song.
I have choose my path, always to walk in this fog.
No friends, no family, just a bottle.

I drink, fear consumes me, I drink.
To forget, to be forgotten,…..am I forsaken?
God does not come to my aid, I fear I never will…awaken.
Memories flood through me, the past, the sins.
I drink to forget the spooks of the past, the voices of the night.
Im scared to remember, I drink in fright.
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All goes dark, all is lost.