I don't want a new beginning - Chapter 1
My heads aching and I can't rest my eyes for a second, the planes
engines getting louder as the flight gets bumpy and the baby behind me
can't stop crying. I wish I was at home talking to my best friend Julie
and eating nacho's, the life back home was sweet. Why did we have to
leave? School work was good, my grades were rising and I loved my
teachers for the year and for the following years to come, there was
hope. Mum didn't have the best job but at least she had one and
now she doesn't. She keeps telling me it's going to be fine because of
Brad. Brad, Brad, Brad 24/7 he's the reason why we've left my brilliant life
in the U.S, he makes mum fall in love with him so much she just packs her
bags and starts over, there is nothing to start over for. All these
thoughts are going through my mind the whole plane trip to Australia. I
was able to rest once the parents behind me decided to feed their baby
finally. As I dosed off to the sound of a humming aircraft I hoped that
this was all just a dream.
I don't want to start over, no new beginning, no new life and I hate him
for what he's done. I can't believe how angry I could get, I'm so upset
and confused over this, what if he breaks Mum's heart one time, I'd cry
and curse at his name. I just hope were not making a mistake because it
sure feels like it. Dad if you can hear me, please help us and I know
your probably thinking what the hell are you doing on that plane, but I'm a minor, I
can't, these aren't my decisions, I miss you so
much Dad.