Break My Synapses

Tick, tick, tick
How the inside of my head
So wants to explode
Wires get crossed
As hope starts to erode

Snap, snap, snap
Change the train of thought
To daydreams I want to believe
Before the pain of reality
Brings me to my knees

Twitch, twitch, twitch
How off the rocker am I
The struggle of loss is killing me
Sleepless nights aren't helping
Staring at the ceiling, my bed with no sheets

Shake, shake, shake
My head to clear my mind
Are these visions normal I wonder
Instead of ever fading in time
They always clap like thunder

Sigh, sigh, sigh
I can't believe the struggle
I exert to keep myself sane
From falling down in random places
And screaming from this pain

Blink, blink, blink
Disappointment as I awake
Alive and alone my first thought
Are all angels made of smoke
Without mine I'm forever lost