Done

Why can't my heart stop in the middle of the night
Or shock kill me instantly from an unexpected fright
Why can't I will myself to just end it all
Extinguish my light since I'm burned so raw

If I think of the grave for long enough
Killing myself should be able to be done with a thought
A random bullet shot can enter my skull
Or hit by a car so I have nothing left to mull

Lets make it quick grant me this last wish
I'm too tired to go on, don't need a last dish
I'm done here, not made for this plane
Too weak and too soft and going insane

My lifelong beliefs were built on s**t
How I survived this long is beyond my grit
All I can do is suffer and bring others down with me
Because I lost my other half all my heart can do is bleed

God take me out of existance for good please
I beg you, down here on my hands and knees
I'm done, so done, with hurting nonstop
My angel or death, if I can't have one, I'll swap

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[wordman]

but you still have things to do,the sun will shine again on you