Angel Turned Devil

From heavenly wings and glowing halo
The warmth in your smile was like a shot from Cupid's bow
The innocence and excitement of your speech
Made me feel like God was within my reach

How I had given up in my belief you existed
A soul to match with mine when all else had resisted
With a touch so soft and words that could soothe
And a love that could uplift my any mood

Then came the day when the feathers turned black
And the halo was fire like gas struck from a match
The glow turned dark vortex sucking out life all around
The voice a machete, slicing my heart with each sound

The words being used I couldn't believe being spoken
As my mind filled with words of hurt far worse than broken
What was going on, where did you go, how can this be?
This was never suppose to happen to me

Had I not suffered enough and learned enough lessons
What happened to the blessing that cured me of all depression
All I saw in front of me was a stranger spewing fire
A foul soul seemingly born of trash and a screaming liar

For 10 years I had all in life that I couldve ever needed
And a beautiful baby angle from this woman I seeded
A family life worth more than any dream  you can fathom
And here it was, all boiled down to an exploding atom

My angel had died, yet the shell was still here
How can I bury her when I believe she's still in there
Closure will never come as long as her body is alive
As I feel myself sinking to my knees in quicksand as I cry

Angel turned devil and I have no control of the outcome
She still looks the same yet when I see her I want to run
My heart still pounds heavy forever in my chest
My mind can't rewire from believeing she's the best

So did an angel really die or was she corrupted by the devil
Can she revive in time or is this the new level
Did the devil put his hand in and forever change my world
And why can I or God not fix my beautiful girl

If it's so easy for evil to creep in and steal
Why can't I have divine intervention to keep what was real
God breath life in to this angel who has been stolen
Before my heart explodes as it gets more and more swolen

I beg of you give me a hand to heal what was lost
Just let me live out my final days with her at any cost
Show her to love and to live in the light
And trust in my when it seems like all is night

Resusciate the angel who lives inside of her
Clear the lines in her mind that make everything a blur
Point her in the way of the man who can assist
And bring her back, to all that she has missed

Name the price
Name your price
Just let me die
In her arms with love at my time