All Signs Lead To Love Or Death

I only ever lived for us
From birth til I turn to dust
From hands and knees to rocking chair
From bald til I have only gray hair

This beating heart can tell you true
It stopped ticking when you said you were through
It's drowning in the over flow of tears
It's hiding from the abundance of fears

This soul is now scared of the dark
When it lost it's half that had to depart
There's no way to make the cut clean
When it's melded to you, not even a seam

My mind in a constant state of panic
The only part of me perpetually manic
Confused on a new level in an endless maze
It longs forever, for you, and our better days