Solitary Alignment

God I miss the comfort of love
I miss the human touch of someone that truly knows me
Without the ear of a partner, I feel so empty

The warmth of a hug
It's the simple things, I could probably find elsewhere
But they'll never feel the same, I swear

So I constantly ask myself
Are you prepared for the journey alone
By yourself, to the grave, the next world unknown

How long will I live?
Does it matter, I've convinced myself there's no one else
Not so much convinced, but I know this is hell

I only want one
The one who made me feel I belong on this planet
But now she's the one made of fire, and fans it

Solitude, so quiet
Except the waterfall of tears always falling behind the scenes
And the screaming of agony, I know what it means

From now till then
It's just me in my unstable and constant misery
But at least I'll die alone, there will be no one to grieve

Reviews

[Anindita Janhabee]

Solitude is always a part of life... You did not deserve to be in grief and pain for so much long... It's a fact of this universe that our loved ones, one day or the other, will come to us... All happens for a reason. You may get her in a better situation, in a better place.. You both may again unite in a still better environment with warm hugs, sweet smiles... Always hope good. God gives you pain because he knows that you can handle it... right???
Act positive in times of ruins and hope the best... One last moment of life can also bring tons of happiness and satisfaction.... enjoy your life... : )

[Marianne Rose]

It is the simplest things, isn't it? I often think what it will be like, what I will miss most if my husband is gone one day leaving me here. I'm strong, and out love is strong, but it's the way our feet find each other at the bottom of the bed, the silly jokes he comes up with, the living room filled with guitars which he plays so often, and the long hugs especially when it's been a hard day for either of us. And it's true- there is no one who can substitute. My heart is with you . . . It is a long journey, without much encouragement that it will be different someday, except that which comes in your faith in the two of you.