Too Late

When I die, I don't want you at my grave
When I die, it's too late to think "How could I save"
When I die, I want no one to cry
It will be a mercy, that's not a lie

Life is a game against others, and I always lose
I've been tired of this struggle, here's what I choose
Bury me quick, throw me in the dirt with the worms
Let them eat this body, this ugly body on their terms

What I want has never mattered, even when it was decorous
When every step that mattered, was always for a for us
Yeah, I can say i lived, I feel a thousand years old
And fall down to hell's fires, you've left me feeling cold

I had my taste of heaven, and I assure you God doesn't know me
Cursed from birth with too much challenge, a heart built to bleed
I assure you I'm a waste of breath a waste of space a waste of time
In a world were honesty and loving you was made out, to be the everlasting crime

I cry at the happiness, I see ignorant people seem to have
I've always opened my heart up, and shared a shoulder to other's sad
I treat people how I want to be treated, isn't that the way it should be
Never going out of my way to hurt someone in need

I'm sick of feeling, sick of emotions, sick of my mind that won't stop
Someone find the bullet, let's make this quick, I've been ready to drop
How many really know the feeling of a soul bleeding out from separation
So let me rest, let me be, don't shed a fake tear, this is my declaration

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