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A Poem by Teddybearlee

I've lost more than I ever had
This is a negative response, to a negative act
When time equals pain multiplied
Then your head is finally where I'm at

I'm no longer the me I began to recognize
Let's take it back to another time
When the mirror reflected a portrait of failure
Only squared now, this is new behaviour

  I am the god of scars
  I am the king of agony
  Did I make this bed of mine
  Just so I could make me bleed

Now you're catching a glimpse of the second me
And I never want to let it out, me number three
Let's just stick to what I've always believed
Even thoug it's failed, I'm still pretending

Now I want out of this drug induced coma hell
I'm not honest with myself when I'm in this jail cell
It's like a dam with cracks about to break
I never knew calm like this could be so fake

  I am the god of scars
  I am the king of agony
  Did I make this bed of mine
  Just so I could make me bleed

 I am who I have to be
 I am who I want to be
 When love has failed so easily
 When love has failed, so easily

  I am the god of scars
  I am the king of agony
  Did I make this bed of mine
  Just so I could make me bleed

© 2016 Teddybearlee


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Added on June 10, 2016
Last Updated on June 10, 2016
Tags: heartbreak, Kathy Fant

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Teddybearlee
Teddybearlee

Weirton, WV



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In July 2015, my wife left me, up until that point, we had a beautiful and wonderful marriage and relationship. We had a beautiful daughter. Our relationship was healthy and happy, then one day, she.. more..

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