My Screaming Mind

The deepest cut

I'm a man of loyalty
I've always believed in honesty
I can't create another reality
Or erase this pain within me

The thoughts that creep in
Of your committed sin
Is this how you win
Yet I do not bend

The images are too clear
My fist through the mirror
You sleeping with another my dear
This was all that I could ever fear

The thought seeps in unwanted
And you seem to flaunt it
God makes me feel taunted
Look at me, I'm what gaunt is

The part of you that was mine for life
And what you are sharing wounds like a knife
I can't help but think, thats my wife
This is all, all my strife

How could you do this in no time at all
I'll never finish, this never ending fall
What happened to morals, I seem to recall
The girl that I knew, as my babydoll

Someone else is touching your naked flesh
All this is killing me, making a mess
Your promises and vows, do they mean nothing less
The woman in the white, her wedding dress

Twist the blade, in the depths of my soul
Throw my broken body, in to a hole
For these thoughts, will never decease
I'm ruined, I'm damned, from my head to my feet