An Apology For the Bad Times of Before

I again, for the millionth time, wrote an apology for our fighting in the past, even though we were both at fault, I gladly took all the blame, and will forever if it means anything to her.

    Every day I tried, to make up for the boy I was.  To correct the hurt I caused you, to heal the wounds.  I believed our love was strong enough, to let go of the typhoon.  You're beautiful, you're wonderful, I love you so much, I tell you every day.  But I guess it was never enough, and this is my price to pay.  I gave my all, I swear it, you see it, with an open heart you feel it.  You are the goddess, the angel, my other half of the mirror.  The damage I did, hurt you soul deep, I only wish my love, could heal it.  Could it ever be found in your heart, to believe and trust in me like before, three years now, I've proven I'm good to my word.  Why must a settled down life, be so bad?  I'm still willing to explore more with you, I promise, as a husband and a dad.  I hear you say being alone for life might be what you want, but why, when you can share, all thoughts and emotions and joy with a love.  I've loved you unconditionally, through good and bad, you know this is real.  I know of no doubts you've had.  Until my time on this earth ends, I'll only believe in you.  My angel that came to save me, my angel through and through.