The Beginning of the New Me, February 2012

Way back when we broke up amidst heavy fighting, a note to myself when she took me back, that I kept true to, I grew up, I fixed myself, I held myself to this note to myself, to this very day.

Lee,
    Every day when you wake up, realize how precious the woman laying next to you is.  Realize her beauty inside and out.  Never do anything to risk losing her love, she is one in infinity, there never was and never will be like her.  Please her emotionally, physically, intellectually, at any given opportunity.  Everything you do in life, do it for the both of you, as you are one.  Do not neglect her needs, for a vacation, for progress in life, for anything she desires, even if it's not something you yourself require.  Believe in her, have faith in her, trust that she will never hurt you or leave you as long as you follow this letter.  Believe in yourself, that you do make her happy, that she is satisfied by you, that she isn't settling for you, you can be all she wants in a man.  Believe.

February 2012

-Side note, not part of the letter...I cherished this more deeply than our wedding vows, this letter to myself is what holds me tight to not let her go, I literally changed myself over night to save our relationship, I became a better man, I dropped the anger, I worked on the self esteem, all on my own, all immediately, if there was ever anything I was proud of, it was this, all for us.