All Alone

I'm all alone in a way, & I don't like it
Layed up in my bedd, with these hot tears streaminq down my face, but I tried to fight it
Why? I don't know, but the tears are here now....
They said don't worry about it, but I got to, I got more fears now...
I wonder why...All the time, but he was there for me....
Feels wierd, not used to this, because now he can't be...
This isn't me, I can feel it inside...
This bullshit happened all because he felt he had to try
It feels like its all my fault, this tragedy left me hurting inside
But I gotta ignore my feelings & push them aside...
I'm all alone and I don't like it...
The pain I feel, I always hide it...
Behind my words, my feelings lie
You figure them out, because I don't like to cry...
Beneath these pages the truth hides...
They hold the bitter tears I soaked some pages with...
They ask me why I'm always writting, quiet yet attentive
I gotta say, I'm a good multi-tasker &I know how to listen...