Pull the Trigger

I shudder as I wish

There could be a better solution

A happier one

A safer way

But if life keeps on going like this

This is the safer way for me

Pulling the trigger is best

Ending my life

Ending the pain I feel inside

Just stopping everything for me

I don't know how they will react

But do I care?

It's not my problem

When I do this

All my problems will be gone

I will have nothing to worry about

Nothing to worry about

Nothing to think about

My decision is final

I lay my head down

And pull the trigger