Trying To Ignore

another in the darkest times series

ignore the calls.
ignore the pain.
the blood drip, drip, drip from my arms and legs.
the pain is unbearable.
i try to ignore them.
but all i hear are the painful screams of the innocent.
I hold my arms trying to cover the cuts and bruises.
no one understands me.
why should i even bother to live anymore.
"just kill me."
i say ad i load the gun
BANG!!!!
im dead.