Why/When

this is how i feel RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT.

Why do I keep getting up,
When I know that the world will just knock me right back down.
Why do I try,
When I know it's no use.
Why do I give my heart to people,
When I know its's just going to be broken.
Why don't I just give up,
When I know it will make everyone happy.
Should I grant everyone's wishes,
Should I just give up on trying....
On loving......
On wishing......
On dreaming......
On breathing......
On living......
Should I just end it all and fall back into that big black never ending hole.
Falling.....
Forever falling.
Or should I keep going,
Keep on trying and loving and wishing and dreaming.
Should I try to make something of myself even though I know I will fail.
That is the only question I have......
WHY?