If only you knew...

If only you knew what you do to me..
You hurt me,
You make me cry,
You break my heart,
I fell in love with you..
Yet you turned around and hurt me for someone else..
I was your play toy,
In the end you come back saying you love me,
Yet I can't believe you because of what you did..
You broke me,
You made me hurt worse than anyone else,
You made me who I am..
Yet you never knew what you did to me
So the worst part is saying that...
Through all of this..
I still love you.
I never broke my promises,
I'm still here and have always been here,
You just never cared for me,
You didn't see me until had your own heart broken,
I have changed now..
I'm not as trusting as I was before,
I'm fragile and no matter how hard I try,
I'm breakable...
If only you knew...

Author's Note

This is a true story