A Cheap Fix Can't Last

I feel the pieces of me coming back apart.

I knew this glue couldn't last forever.

Why do I have to pretend?

Why can't I fall to my knees--

Fall to my knees and finally fall apart?

It's getting too hard

And it's always been too much.

I'll never let them in,

But I'll always beg for help.

Why can't this feeling go away?

Someone please rip my heart out.

I don't want to feel a thing,

Nothing good or bad.

I want to welcome the numb I had,

The haze I didn't appreciate.

Please bring it back,

It's too much to take.

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[Neshie]

I understand the feelings that you have, I may not know exactly how it is for you, but I just want you to know I will always be here for you.