Lying

For Ben

Why do you do this to me?

When I need you, you aren't here,

But when I decide to leave, you want me to stay?

I'm losing it and no one wants to help me....

I hate pretending

But no one likes someone that's always upset....

You told me you loved me

But I don't believe it.

It's easy to lie,

I wonder if you've been doing it

And if you were,

How often....

I have to lie....
I lie every time I say I'm okay.

I lie every time I have to smile.

I lie every time I try to leave you.

I lie every time I have to let you be happy....