Family Trouble

I love how my f*****g family doesn't stand up for me.

I love how all they ever do is insult me.

I love how my mom will believe a lie from my sister

But not the truth from me.

All she does is insult me and compare me to her.

Every night I slip further

And I know that no one in my family knows,

No one would even give a damn.

My mother won't let me get a job.

She thinks I'm some kind of s**t

And my dad is always calling me lazy

And saying I need to exercise.

My brother is always calling me stupid,

He's always making sure I know he's smarter than me.

My little sister let me know that I'm a piece of crap.

I thought my older sister cared,

But all she does is make me babysit the kids she's too young to have

Because she's busy working to earn money

To waste on weed, alcohol,  and cigarettes.

I'm not allowed to go out with friends,

Except for my ex

And a nerd and his mother.

I don't really have any friends,

But I wouldn't know what else to call them.

My dad quit smoking,

And then started again.

My mom hates me for smoking,

Even though she knew it would happen.

My sister is still smoking,

Even though she's pregnant and has to hide it.

Now I'm losing it,

And I have to hide it.