Letter to the unfairly needy

Letter from experience... no! it is not saying that i need more than anyone else in the world.

To Whom it may concern:

What kind of person are you that you have to write your own doctor's note about your stress? Is it really that hard for you to tell everyone that you are having a few problems? And this lashing out at me unfairly, I feel very betrayed. I who was one of your friends that convinced you to nit commit suicide every time you were depressed. Me, who laughed with you when things were funny, made plans with you and developed inside jokes. I was a friend to you, I vener dumped my problems on you unless youa sked what was wrong, which you never did. I never sad anything to make you stressed. All I ever did was tell you the truth like a true friend would, and this is the thanks I get?! A forged doctor's note saying I have to bend over backwards for you just because I amone of the people in your life that will make you go blind? You stab me in the back after I help you through the death of you grandmother, after I stand by you when others make fun of you, after I simply just be your friend. Was that not enough? Was it not enough that I bothered to help you? was it not enough that I bothered to treat you like another human being? I gave so much to you and yet i am a stress factor? How can I be a stress factor when you know nothing about my stressors? I never tell you because i am too busy listening to you dump all o fyou problems on me, and I take them on to help you even when i feel like breaking down, even when my heart starts to skip beats and every day i face a problem breathing. i still take on your problems just so won't go blind?

 

What about my problems? Have you ever offered me advice? Or how about our best firend, who you marked as a stress factor too? She is the sweetest, kindest, most giving person we know and you list her? of all people! Are you that ungrateful for what we have done for you that you have to list the innocent?! What is your problem? Do you not get enough attention?

 

I'm sorry but I thought we were in highschool, not elementary school anymore! this act is childish, and you need to grow up! So what if things dont' go your way, so what if no one really cares that you are going to just fantasize about anime guys instead of real substabtial men. so what!!!! Just suck it up and get over yourself! this isn't the fourth grade where everyone will come running at you just to kiss your boo boo! This is highschool, the last assisted step you have until you are unleashed into the real world. No one will care for you there, no one will help yo, and most importantly no one will bend over backwards for you. What will you do then? Live with you mom forever or just back stab everyone you know agian and again until you have no one left. the what will you do when you see everyone has deserted, no abandoned, no! finally saw you for the person that you are!

 

These people trust you to be their friend and you turn around and throw this in their face?! You are a sick person! Sicker than hitler, sicker than any terrorist! They simply kill the people they don't know out of prejudice! They have no realtion with any of them, this is just what they believe is right! No, you... you are a different kind of evil! You form a realtionship with people and gain their trust, laugh with them, hug them and share special moments with them. But you know deep in you psyche that it is all a lie, youa ren't getting what you want from them, therefore dubbing them undesireable. You insult anyone who doesn't kiss your putrid feet! You think you deserve everyone to feel sorry for you because you are so stressed yu could go permanently blind, but the truth is you dont!

 

What you do deserve is to go blind because you bring it upon yourself. your "friends" are not the cause of it all... You are! Youa re the cause of everything, my stress, her stress his stress everyone's stress because you don't see anything but what you benefit from. You don't see our problems only yours! Technicall y you are already blind because you do not see the good things your friends do for you, all you see is their faults, which are just a reflection of your own.

 

You read these words with disbelief that anyone would have the audacity to say this to you, but believe me. whn you are alone and with no one to help you anymore because you stabbed tham all in the back relentlessly. When everone is so sick of you they don't even know if you are dead or alive anymore, you remember these words. Every single one of them will stick in your mind a vivid as the very day you read them, and not matter how hard you try to drown them out you won't be able to. You will beat yourself to death thrying to get rid of these words but they won't leave because deep down in that blackened hrat of yours there is one red spot that feels, the one spot that knows every word I type at this very moment is compketely and totally true.

 

You will regret your actions and you will wish you had never done such forrible things, but this ids your fate and you know it. As long as you are ungreatful, and as long as you are blind this will definately happen to you. And as you read these words you feel that i am rather concieted and that i think i am better than you... that is only half true my once friend. For I do not think I am better than you, I know I am better than you because I am true and honest to all of my friends, and enemies. i hold nothing back and I tell then what is on my mind. I worry about ther peoples stress before my own, and I never stab anyone in the back, becuase I know how it feels.

 

So with that bit of a lecture, i give you my final good bye until you come crawling to me for help once again. Live your life the way you wish, but if you don't fix your faults my words will haunt you unti l you do.

 

Goodbye forever.

Author's Note

i did have a friend who did write a fake doctors note and spread it around.. I was rather angry and still am.... I feel sad that i lost a friend because of it, but she pulled it upon herself.... tell me what you think.