CAUTIOUS DESIRE, JEALOUS INSTINCTS

"I don't care about your money! I only need you"

Linda herself believed that true love could only begin with these words , and for her , she wished he has a position _ he has nothing else to do, as the desired romantic knight, she lets him into her successful, slightly careerist life.

After all, anyone who really takes the trouble to really get to know him on his level will invite him for a coffee or check in with him , asking for a time. Although it is also true that he always hated it when anyone approached him like that with the front door XII. in the office of ker ü leti ü gyv é di.

" Everything has its own way!" was the well-proven, well - oiled motto of his life.

In the last couple of years, she's kind of figured it out and realized that she scares men away from her. After all, what do most men want? - he asked himself the recurring question. Hó d í to teach, to own! And of course , most of the evenings they thought primarily with their tails, and usually not with their brains.

out with their friends , who were top models and successful people , where the whole night went to the men 's fashion and discussing the jerkiness of the men, that you. most of them don't stay with her for a maximum of seven days, and then they dump her once they have a fight, after all, a career lawyer is still the top of the pyramid in the eyes of most macho guys. As a result, it is quite a derogation for the Fréfias if, say , in professional life, a modern, balanced woman takes on life 's tasks and obstacles waiting to be solved more successfully than the rest of them.

's girlfriends, without exception , knew very well the guys whom Linda lovingly " hunted " for , or at least liked to cast her spell on. It 's as if on purpose. early on, she would have been attracted to guys who were deliberately stuck on the scale of a certain intelligence, or if you like, intellectual level, so that a successful savior ( Linda ) could immediately sneak up on her, spoil her and accumulate her he two saj á t kiss é he became narcissistic with his feelings. And most of the guys - at least in the beginning - were really grateful for Linda 's seemingly selfless attention.

Then there were those irritating pimple-faced guys who lovingly boasted of their luxury sports cars and that they had a house in the Bahamas or some other exotic island far away, and they seemed to think that Linda he would have expected a substantial , emphatic conversation from them. _ Or a real movie- going , popcorn-playing, romantic evening in a spacious living room equipped with all comforts.

When Linda unexpectedly started her own business in addition to her career as a lawyer - as it turned out immediately later - it was once again a very big straw in the eyes of all the egotistical guys who wanted to learn in.

- although she was barely able to recover for months after the breakup - still decided not to talk to certain machos completely.

The problems with the dating apps flared up again, as there were many people who registered on the site with fake, fake profiles, and when Linda appeared once in a while with solid make-up and an extravagant cocktail dress at the agreed date location, it was quite a surprise. he stated that the man in question is already past seventy years old , and he cannot afford such an age difference , no matter how cool and trendy it is these days.

, after a few months, he finally felt that the gods had listened to his pleas, because he met a kind of blood- thirsty chatter - boy looking emaciated , mommy's favorite with Forest Gump-like characters , and when it came time for her real date , she was in for a pleasant surprise, because even though the guy in question was really different young and behaved strangely , he remained a romantic gentleman to the core , and he went to a rare branch to greet her with a hand kiss and pulled her out in front of him chairs. _ When they finished the romantic , candlelit dinner, Linda was absolutely convinced that they would make love harmoniously , giving them time to explore each other 's physical needs and desires , but a man - as in everything else - asked permission from her in a childish way to kiss her , and since it did n't really work out as Linda could have expected, she decided that he would help her directly you; he gently put his arms around her neck , and the first , symbolic kiss happened with a bit of a squeak and a squeal.

It was too late that one day there were at least a thousand e-mail messages waiting on Linda's notebook, and the guy nicknamed Forest Gump included such poems that Linda's heart really began to beat fast, and she couldn't wait for her work hours to be over, and obligations in other directions and to meet.

Linda didn't want to admit it to herself, but - maybe - that she had excessively high expectations regarding this new kind of relationship. I was always curious as to why two romantic people wanted to make love in the shower, why Forest Gump was scared, why was he ashamed of his extra pounds and invented a million childish things so that he wouldn't have to sleep with Linda. In the end , it was Linda who - maybe - went a little overboard, because one day while she was taking a shower, she called out from the bathroom that Forest Gump 's boyfriend was going to give her his penis , and when Knight Atétova raised his head shyly and Linda grabbed his arm with realness , pulled him into the bathroom and let him other men can see her athletically sexy , slender body.

- Why don't you want to make love to me?! - he asked seriously, openly, as if he were in court.

- Er... I... - the guy closed his eyes, because he was raised to think that it is indecent to stare at a woman naked.

- Open your eyes and please look at me when I talk to you! - at the interrogator's very serious voice, the man really got down, and Linda could also feel that he dropped the weight this time, because the man became childishly sad and looked like he would immediately cry bitterly.

Linda immediately wrapped a towel around the bombshell 's body and tried to tidy up her wet hair , then changed into a sweet , baby - loving comforter :

- Forgive me dear... I don't even know what could have hit me? I just wanted you to feel how well we understand each other... - he felt himself blushing at the unexpected situation and began to make apologetic noises, which was not his usual habit.

Forest Gump could immediately feel that they had hurt him and humiliated him , so he quietly retreated and started walking to Linda 's spacious apartment, and in Linda quickly got dressed , took the man by the hand , sat him down in the living room , and decided to have a kind of fairly thorough , meaningful conversation

. will prevent further unpleasant misunderstandings.

During a good five-hour conversation, so much was revealed about Forest Gump, from his misguided, sad childhood to his unlucky and serial bad luck life, that Linda could almost think that maybe this man is not exactly the knight of her dreams! However, when he later took her to introduce her to his group of friends , which means a kind of confirmation that most of them are girl friends in everyone 's life , without exception. it was unanimous that Linda's new boyfriend is definitely not 100!

- But how can you say that?! You don't even know me?! she blurted out aloud and asked him out when he went to the bathroom.

- Listen, baby! We only want the best for you, because just remember your last relationship with that snotty Ádám! He was damned, and for months that scumbag a*s kept teasing me! - answered one of her friends , whom she feels seriously cares about Linda's fate.

- I don't think Robi is like that at all, it's just that his parents must have raised him very conservatively... he suffered a lot of psychological trauma in his childhood... we sat down in the living room and just imagine how he gradually opened up.

- Yeah, of course! Piss believes! - asked another friend in confusion. - You didn't see that mentally retarded people and serial killers have similar methods! Be glad you 're alive! - answered Amásik a little nervously.

- Oh, girls! You know nothing! I have never met a guy who was as open and almost as close to me as Robi.

- Of course not! You always picked the better and sexier guys for yourself, then who knows why the dice turned and you thought you were going to start dating an idiot, just so you could get away with it! I swear you act like Mother Teresa! - said the other friend , then he took a big sip from his drink. Before long , the road was wide open , and the bedridden Forest Gump returned from the bathroom.

- I apologize for staying away... - he apologized and then sat down.

- It's okay, my love! I hope you are okay? - asked Linda tenderly, and she also smiled at the other girl friends.

- Everything is fine... - he answered , then adjusted his tight tie in the meantime.

little... I 'll help... - Linda carefully untied the man's tie , for which he was extremely grateful.

- Thank you very much... I'm not used to such elegant events.

then on , the new crown of their girl friends immediately settled on Robira and they started asking again , where did he come from? What do you do? and of course, do n't forget the most important thing : what is sexual fulfillment like?

- Well, ladies! I think we should keep this little secret to ourselves, right dear?! - Linda looked lovingly into Robi 's eyes , while her friends were genuinely yellow with envy , as they could n't answer their curious questions due to the exhausting last

her inquisitive friends immediately shut up because they believed that they were intruding on Linda's privacy more than me , although they didn't stay silent willingly.

After an hour , everyone started to pick and choose , and the girl friends hugged each other , and of course they did n't forget about the new Forest Gump, and wished them good luck with their budding relationship.

Linda drove all the way home. He was fantastically able to listen to music at the same time , concentrate on Robi's speech, and juggle like a skilled juggler among the most unfriendly drivers.

- I think overall it was a very successful evening. I hope it wasn't so terrible? - she asked back when she noticed that her boyfriend was grimacing a lot.

- Uh... yes... wonderful... - he answered, then tried to listen to the music in silence, which was pretty much just humming softly in the background.

, dear, I don't want to disappoint you, but it wasn't convincing at all!

The man nodded but said nothing.

They were home in less than half an hour. Thanks to Linda's prodigious driving skills.

They quickly changed into comfortable home clothes and hunkered down in front of the TV, where one of Robi's favorite movies was playing Dances with Wolves Kevin Costner.

- Seriously, my love! What's wrong? - he asked , looking into her eyes , while he rested his head thoughtfully on one palm.

- Nothing... no problem... - replied the other thoughtfully.

- You know, you are a very complex person! You never know which face you want to show to the outside world.

- I see... - he became boyishly sad again.

- Oh, don't be silly! I didn't mean to offend you, I just wanted to clarify the issues.

- Doesn't that mean you're cutting off all contact with me?! - he looked at her with a questioning look.

- Don't be silly, honey! I love you so much! How do you think of such a thing?!

- You know, I noticed that friend recently... they don't really like me... - he muttered out loud.

- No! You know, we are a familiar group of friends who have known each other for so long that we are often able to get on each other's nerves. I think they're weirding you out, that's the party, because they're hungry for secrets!

- I see... - that passive refusal to play hide-and-seek in his voice again.

- You know what honey? How about we take two weeks off and go somewhere to relax and maybe get to know each other a little better? Of course, there is no obligation, only if you feel like it!

- I recently got fired from my job... - he blurted out.

- I'm sorry for that , but I didn't even think that you 'd cost yourself! I just want to be with you!

- Well... why not!

- That's great! Do you mind if I want to kiss you now? - he asked curiously , with mischievous eyes.

- Uh... no... - was the answer.

Linda moved closer on the couch and pulled the half-hearted, shy man as carefully and gently as she could, sensing that they would slowly, gradually move forward in this special relationship. He didn't want to own the desire or the instincts, rather he wanted to make a strange compromise with the harmonies. And Robi, despite the initial difficulties and minor mistrustful suspicions, learned to do things that had been missing from his life until now.