COMPLAINT

                     

I listened to the whispers of voices

 in fertile silence - I waited:

 slowly, deliberately, patiently!

 Compassion must have possessed

 me for moments 

- To my compliments' euphemisms

 all-all answered with a smile!

 It clung like a turbulent dove,

 The walking hibernated existence on earth,

 And the dream,

 the throbbing pulsation of Immortality,

 With the webs of idyllic dreams!

 - In schoolrooms secret romance playing

 mischievous tongues immovable earthly 

Angel-with repentant doe-eyes has called

 forth his constant superstitions!

 Heartbeat rooted in the earth!

 Stunned cardiac arrest,

 biology's conscious catharsis-state,

 became a fragment of meaningfully lived moments!

 In the tingling tremor of swan-tails

 I hid my paper-consuming,

 madcap secrets! 

No other could have heard

 and seen but a star-browed fairy!

 - Her waving long legs crossed,

 her daring flirtation of eroticism followed!

 - Had her consoling maternal lap

 manifested to embrace my

 conscious orphanhood,

 She would have offered me 

Salvation itself with never-felt

 unknown emotion! 

Alas! - But it was all so long ago!

 It has become the eternal witness

 of my irreversible past!

 His promise to be kept

 - to wait for him - I seem even

 now to bear alone!

 In atomic annihilation, blindly I walked,

 I wandered in love's

 desolate desert of sand!

 I never dared to look back,

 yet I remember...