In no Control

A poem about , life struggles addiction and time.

Drowning myself

Look what you did to me

Look what you did to us

Its overpowering

Cant you control this stuff?

It seems you've lost so much 

but managed to gain me

All these poisons are just a matter of your sanity

No breath can reach my lungs

Oxygen deprived Iam Breaking myself 

Creating a Hell

Escaping is freedom 

I just wish I was somewhere else

Bring me closer to the world

Let my eyes close  the bridges that tie us to pain

Once strong youth'd 

now old and Drained