Just... Don't Leave

I'm happy,
I promise.
I mean, if happiness feels like this.
Where I second-guess everything I say.
And panic when I say something wrong.
And feel like I want to cry,
while I force myself to say what you want to hear.
Then yes my love. I'm happy.
Don't worry dear,
I'll face my fear,
and follow your orders.
If it means you'd be here.

Just... Don't Leave

My friends ask how we've been.
I Smile and say we're fine,
my friends are so niave,
they don't notice I'm lying.
And neither do you,
When you ask if I'm happy.
you believe what I tell you.
I smile in your face.
I just want to make you happy.
You are happy, right?
As long as you are happy, I'm fine.

Just... Don't Leave

And I know I do things in the worst possible way.
I knowI'm not the greatest girlfriend.
but i'd do anything for you to love me.
Anything you want me to do...

 

Just....

Don't Leave....

 

please

Reviews

[Nia-Cheyenne]

this is sad but deep and i understand this feeling all to well

[~D.A. Phoenix~]

Babe this is just sad plain and simple. It's so raw...and open...and did i mention sad. I hope everything is okay with you. Call me if u need me okay