Mentally Suicidal

A poem that i'm writing while blasting Evanescence songs. About my relationship problems.

Take away the thoughts we both hate,

and drain them along with my will.

A lapdog is in your presence,

With a heart thats so gone it won't heal.

With a bullet through my head,

I will lose every single memory.

I'll never think again,

and would mark the end of me.

If I close my eyes,

I'll never see again,

you won't have to worry about my cheating,

at least not cheating with a woman.

A break was not my idea,

but yet I accept every tear.

In the end there was no break.

At least not after this year.

I'm mentally suicidal,

but you won't let me die.

I want to give up,

but you won't let me cry.

My happiness is in you,

and it's still to this day,

but it still reigns true,

My heart won't break.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

Some of it may be confusing, and i can understand, i went around the real problems, and you probrably won't be able to decipher without knowing the story.

Reviews

[Str8jacket]

Not too confusing, lol. But good anyways.

[CLUTZ]

not so much confusing as missing some details that would make everything fit. but still good. nice