I am worthless

Just a poem I wrote

 

Father I love you

Mother I love you

Sister I love you

 

But I hate you all

I hate my life

I hate everything!

 

But you will never know

You will never understand

You never try

 

I cry out for help

You ignore it!

I am invisible

 

Its all about her

She is special

I am nothing!

 

I never matter!

I never will!

Not to you…

 

Why cant you love me?

Why cant you help me?

Why cant you be loving parents?

 

I try

I try to be perfect

I do!

 

But you ignore it!

You ignore me!

Am I really worth that little!

 

I try to tell myself I'm not

I try to tell myself that if alright

But I lie to myself!

 

When I use that blade

When I see that blood

All I can think is I am nothing

 

Its all your fault

You never cared

You never thought

 

I'm sorry I'm a disappointment

I'm sorry I'm so worthless

I'm sorry I am nothing

 

Ill just go die now

It will be better

Better than to live without your love

 

Better to die than to live

Better to escape this hell

I would prefer the flaming pits to this

 

You have killed my heart

You have destroyed my mind

All I have left is my empty body

 

Just use that to

Throw it away

Like its worth nothing

 

I am worth nothing!

A waste of space

Polluting the air

 

Just kill me now!

Please!!

I want to die!!!!!!!!

Author's Note

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Reviews

[~Lizzy♬]

You're never worthless to this world. If you're here right now, God put you there for a reason. Don't ever think that you're worthless. You're life might be not what you want, but that's how God's trying to work for your light in the future. The emotions were so strong and beautiful.

~Lizzy~

[No name]

Wow very intense and powerful but very sad.

[Cassie Fraga]

wow... you expressed raw emotion thats for sure... and you did it perfectly!! Its great to have an escape huh?? A place you can come to and let it all out, yeah we all know the feeling...
Good job on the write!!

[TheKaylaPup]

this is so sad, please, please tell me this is fiction. well written, powerful. you arent worthless through, remember that.

[Jordan's Back]

This is powerful. A persons need for acceptance sometimes far surpasses anyone need of Food Water Shelter. Love is also a key element, for without it. One could never survive. Another wonderful write!

[Neva Flores Smith - Cha..]

isn't it wonderful that we have this outlet called poetry to express ourselves? You have done this wonderfully.

[Mockingbird]

communicates the pain and rage.you can't get more direct than that. it's a great poem. i know how cutting can be an outlet and a call for help.

[Coyote Poetry]

Remind me of a old song. Hard to please all people. I believe we become wise when we learn to please ourselves and have no concern for the thoughts of other. People forget to be kind. Better to be the wise one and smile. Set the example and one day be gone. No weakness in this emotional and thought filled poem. A excellent poem.
Coyote

[jimmy]

You're not worthless. You're a very great girl with a kind heart, and the only thing is that you've been living with a bad family. Yes, things seem very bad right now, but you're strong enough to get through things. I'm very sure you've friends who care deeply for you, and they'll do their best to help you. :)

[C.A.Jordon]

intense... i love it.