Finding someone new

I can't do it anymore, I thought that I could be happy just knowing that you were happy, but I can't. I need to go out and find the feelings that you make me feel but I need to find them in someone else, because these feelings for you are killing me, I have to move on, to try and forget how I love you so much more than I should, I have to do this, I have to at least try to stop loving you and I know that I will never stop loving you with all of my heart which sucks because I don't want to love you anymore, I don't want to hurt anymore, but I know that these feelings aren't going to go away, so I have to try and find somebody else who will make me feel the same but who will also feel the same way BACK. I need someone who will love me back, who will think it's cute when I talk in third person because I said something stupid, who will laugh at my stupid jokes, who will notice the small little, nonessential things I do and who will love it when I do cute little romantic gestures for them, who will love that I like to watch them, study them. Who wouldn't mind it when I blast my music, or stare at the night sky. I want to find somebody who is going to LOVE ME!!!! Because currently loving you is what is killing me, and I can't do it anymore!

Reviews

[MARK JOHN JUNOR]

wonderful piece...from the heart....i know how this feels

[James Masters]

You know you're doing a good job if people actually start to believe it's real (for which, I would love a commentary specifying its exact nature).
I must say that I'm torn between being awestruck and filling with worry.

[Serenity]

This piece is basically me venting my feelings out, I'm in love with a girl who doesn't love me back, and for the past 3 years I've been happy when she's happy, but recently her happiness no longer seemed to bring me the happiness it once did, I mean I am happy that she is happy, but I'm not as happy as I should be. And it hurts to see her so happy and to know that I can't feel the same way anymore. It hurts to know that she will never love me the same way I love her and that knowledge has been eating away at me for quite some time now and I felt that I just had to say something about it, otherwise the pain of loving her would consume me, which is also why I'm trying to get over her, and to forget how much I love her. There is no need to worry though I am thankful that you care :) this piece was just meant for me to vent my frustrations out about how I feel. And thank you so much for your review, it means a lot to me :)