Et te brute....

I can't do this anymore. I can't sit here and pretend that I'm okay. Every snide little remark, every well placed jab at me is like another knife to my heart. I feel like I'm f*****g Julius Ceaser and all of my friends are senators, or Brutus and Casius. They are all waiting to stab me when I least expect it. I feel like I'm walking on eggshells while everyone else just walks all over me. I don't know what to do, I love you but I DONT WANT TO ANYMORE! I'm sick, and I'm tired and I'm just done. I can't do this anymore. It's too painful and it just hurts too much.