You know that feeling inside of you, when you love someone so much, but you have to let go? Hurts doesn't it? There's this pain inside of you and it just won't go away, no matter what you do. No matter what you do it'll never be good enough. Rejection hurts...it fills you up inside with this never ending source of torment. After awhile you start to go numb, after being rejected so many times, you just stop caring, nothing seems to matter anymore, you get so used to the feeling that you start to block out the world. You shelter yourself, that way you can never be hurt that way again. You build up these walls and you lock all the doors so no one can get in. You just can't take any more of this. Love hurts... And sadly I'm sick of playing its games....