Mother what have you done?

 

Suppressed by all my childish fears, I can't move
Sense of paralysis circling around me
I am paralyzed unable to walk unable to even cry.
Here I am, I don’t know what I want
Which path should I take?
Hearing people around me, hypocrites that’s all I see
A chain forming around me
Hatred hatred hatred, that’s all I feel
Afraid scared, monsters they are indeed

 

You never thought of anyone else but yourself,

Because of what you've done, I can't love anymore

You made me an incoherent person full of anguish and hate.

I am ashamed whenever I look at my life,

Yes afraid scared unable to walk.

Mother what have you done?

 

Knocking, knocking but no one is hearing

Mother what have you done?

Sipping your booze while I am crying because of my bruise,

Pulling the rag underneath me you're suffocating me

No one will really understand what you have brought up,

Because I am an alien a devil, and an orphan

 

When will it be over...? I cry out heaven save me

I am so far down, searching my way out of hell,

So far down, locked up, loathing every element of life

When will I be free will I ever be free?

A harsh reality that I will never be able to face,

This life of bitterness I will never understand...

There it is the roar of the shatt, the monsters shouting at each other

The sky blazing and the black bird still circling aimlessly

Lost aimless, yes I am the black bird circling dreaming

Yet when will it hit me?

A choking lump tearing my throat every morning

They stripped me off, sucked my blood, and left me hanging

 

And there in the far distance I see the road

Where dreams hover like fragile clouds over this road ready to burst

Everything I imagine comprehends and invent down this road waiting to be found

Desperate yet still patiently resting buried beneath the ground

There in the far distance it narrows down

Dreams cannot travel any longer water turning into sand

And there my childish memories throb pain in my inner thigh

Whenever these memories take the wheel of my mind

I find myself alone, desperate lost, paralyzed

 

You, divided the fear, stripped away all my beliefs

Acting as a booster implanted in time

Struggling to live but life has become a redundant phrase

Invoking my heart beats till I cant keep track.

Engulfing my whole body and mind with fear, hate.

Mother what have you done?

Reviews

[Kayla]

This is rlly good!! It's a very vivid poem with clear imagery!! Nice job!!