Can I Freely Say I Hate People?

A Story by Talia Grace

You know what sucks? When the one person you need the most is just gone, out of your life forever. This has happened so much to me I refuse to get close to people. The only person to ever get close to me got ripped away from me. I had to f*****g fight to get him back and I lost some battles and he isn't too fond of that thought. He doesn't realize how much I actually went through to get back to him. He gets upset that I got hurt. I got far worse than hurt. I'm f*****g depressed and I once again have to fake my way through it so he doesn't worry about me. When really I worry about him every f*****g day because he does stupid s**t. He gets upset if I unintentionally get hurt, but when he intentionally hurts himself I'm supposed to be okay with it. I love him to f*****g death but he doesn't realize that it f*****g hurts to see him hurt himself. And I can't do it anymore. I hurts too f*****g much... I'm sorry.