Chapter 1 part 2

we were coming home from shopping like the old days she kept talking making joke n i listening n smiling her unsual icecream requests i gues she was the only person who brought out the old me and made me forget that my life was going miserable. as we reached home i stopped te car few feet back from my gate and saw few people waiting for me outside it didnt looked good so i told he to stay in the car n she said" terry please.." before she could stop me i interuppted " sam its going to be fine." i knew these people were not here for a peace talk i mean ofcourse why the hell will someone will bring five goon along with him just to talk. i opened a small knife which was in my keychain n kept it in my back pocket if the things went wrong as i was getting close i saw a guy was in the car we dressed in white tribal dress looked like someone who i can only discribe as a politician who can talk you into things. he came to me and said " so the villagers say you will return and claim your land and be the leader." i was smiling " well you heard that and crossed miles to see me, I wont disappoint your ears." he seemed really pissed at me but from his behaviour knew he was just a pawn he was sent by someone "listen you are a city boy you donot belong there. its better you stay and enjoy and leave that village to us." he tone was threatening "it can get really ugly there. didnt you saw what happened to your father" i still was smiling he turned n started walking towards his car "can something ugly happen to me? cause i really wanna see that." my tone was kind of sarcasm n it hurted his ego more than i expected he turned and came to me really close and whispered " well boy you donot have any idea what can we do" wwhile smiling i replied " you neither" as he tunred i took the knife out and stabbed his leg grabbed him by the neck and pointed my knife on his neck squeezing it in his throat a bit. the goons stepped back and were a little terrified i told them to stay back sam gotten out of the car and shouted terry! but didnt came close i whispered in his ear " before threatening somone please do a reasearch on him because he might be crazy" he was scared as hell he had a gun on his back i took it out he knew he was going to die he plead " please i was just here talk" i replied " with guns?" ok lets talk with these." he said " no no no please ghazi sahab said..." i interupted "so i got his message give him my reply" i shot his leg.

when i did that the other goons ran away sam called the cops but i had some time to clear my message i started punching him my gaurd and few more of my friends joined along helped me write a great reply on his face arms and legs. i kept punching him n sam was just staring at me. she saw someone inside me that she never wanted to see. she left without saying a word. after i cleared things out with the cops and everyone i went to her place and she was crying i said "sam look I didnt wanted you to see all that" she looked at me tears filled in her eyes " its ok actually i am stupid i am plannings dreams with someone who has a death wish" i was silent andd she continued "what exactly do you want terry! huh!? after you are done with all this will you get everything you lost!? do i mean nothing to you!? i didnt had my parents since i wass 6 but i manged to live on hope you your family raised me and now you are the only one left for me terry! what do you really want just tell me?" i was silent her words had a new path but i had to close my eyes so i cannot see that. i finally said" you really want to know what I want?" she replied in anger " yes please!" i sat beside her and i said " I want to kill that man sam, i want to straight up each and everything in my life that took my everything. you think i will forget everything!? my father gave his life trying to resolve that clash between the people who are of the same blood so that those 14 villages can live in peace! and i will end it even if it means to kill all of them and even if it means to kill myself." she looked at me knowiing it wasnt just about revenge but still was the path with no end she said " And what about me?" "you are the only family i have left sam but with me you can never have the dreams you and i both had. its thousand of people against one relation."
she knew i was right she wouldnt have stopped me and i wouldnt have let her be with me. we loved eachother but never said it ever again from that moment because in her heart i became the person who she loved but didnt knew and in my heart well i burried my love in it the day i decided to change. but you cannot change the truth even if you do not accept it and the truth was we both we still both loved eachother. and i may not be a phd. in love but i know that one day it will dig its way out in my heart and give me the worst pain of my life. i read it somewhere that love is the cure for everything but now i think love finally met his match.