nitschke and stewart

trigger warning for discussion of suicide and self-harm. regarding the person who hurt me the most

i hope when you step off the chair

no one is there to cut you down;

held limply by your throat

i hope when you jump from the ledge

no one cares enough to catch you;

limbs sprawling on the ground

i hope when you slit your wrists

your blood spills from your veins;

life pooling beneath you

i hope when you down the pills

you can't bring them back up;

writhing in protracted suffering

i hope when you pull the trigger

it's your last work of art

and your brains paint the walls like pollock

i hope god is just a name to you

a faceless figure

a hopeless whim

amd when you give up your ghost

it drifts eternally; aimlessly

lost in a dour void

no one will hear your anguished cries;

your pleas for mercy

the same way you ignored my own

Author's Note

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